Right now I don't know how to grieve. I don't know how to continue being an effective mother to Ty and deal with all his needs when I have to grieve my dad and I don't feel like I really can. I want to do what I did after Addison and that's sleep until I am strong enough to deal with all these emotions and having a 4 month old baby makes that impossible. Below are pictures of my dad.
My dad with Addison then and now (I hope)
My dad with Tyler
My dad, sister and me
10/14/1950 ~ 4/10/2010
I love you and miss you!